..listen to these words, read my thoughts..

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

we don't even talk anymore
we don't even know what we argue about
don't even say "i love you" no more
the feelings that we had are no longer alive
some people will work things out &
some just don't know how to change

let's not wait till the water runs dry
we might watch our whole lives pass us by
let's not wait till the water runs dry
we'll make the biggest mistake of our lives
don't do it baby...

they can see the tears in our eyes
but we deny the pain that lies deep in our hearts
well maybe that's the pain we can't hide
cause everybody knows that we're both torn apart
why do we hurt each other
why do we push love away...

~the butterfly S C R E A M E D~
10:31 PM

i miss how we used to be
i miss our honeymoon period back when we were in love
we hardly talk anymore
we argue all the time & we don't even know what we argue about
we don't say "i love you" no more
you've changed, so have i
sometimes i wish we were like before
when nothing could have ever come between us
but now the moment's gone
bottomline, i'm not happy anymore
i think we both love each other very much
but we're not in love with each other
maybe that's what happened...
otherwise why would we hurt each other?

~the butterfly S C R E A M E D~
10:07 PM

Saturday, February 17, 2007

i love you so very, very much!!!

~the butterfly S C R E A M E D~
5:15 PM

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

my very first nephew!!!

Muhammad Firzan Agostin

born on 12 february 2007 at 5.54pm

at national university hospital

this little bundle of joy weighs only 2.54kg

and he's simply adorable!

~the butterfly S C R E A M E D~
9:19 PM

Saturday, February 10, 2007

i don't need somebody to complete me
i want you to know
i'll give up my love but I'm not giving up my soul

i belong to me
i don't belong to you
my heart is my possession
i'll be my own reflection
i belong to me
i'm one not half of two
and if you're gonna love me
you should know this baby
i belong to me

love don't mean changing who you are to be
who somebody wants you to be
nobody's got to belong to nobody

~the butterfly S C R E A M E D~
11:59 PM

honestly what will become of me
i don't like reality
it's way too clear to me

but really life is daily
we are what we don't see
we missed everything daydreaming

flames to dust
lovers to friends
why do all good things come to an end

~the butterfly S C R E A M E D~
11:54 PM

Thursday, February 08, 2007

oh wow! its the final stretch before graduation! hard to believe i actually made it through all the projects, reports & assignments. just have 1 more project to go before its finally over. final exams and then that's it. i can breathe again. watch out girlfriends! i'll be calling y'all up yeah.

planning to read some books. i'm not so much an author person but more of a story person. don't really remember which authors i like but more of reading whatever stories that i find interesting. plus, catch up on my weekly dose of movies. the latest one i caught was yesterday, the last king of scotland. interesting show, worth watching if you're into stories about political struggle, oppression, people that want to make a change in the world.. a little dose of nudity & sex, loads of death & mutilation, and a lot of unpredictability. you never really know what's gonna happen next. go catch it.

birthday's coming up this month: ian, nadia, anna, saiful, my brother hendra.... hmm.. many birthday wishes... no promises for presents...

~the butterfly S C R E A M E D~
10:42 PM