..listen to these words, read my thoughts..

Monday, September 25, 2006

find me here
speak to me
i want to feel you
i need to hear you
you are the light
that is leading me to the place where i find peace again

you are the strength that keeps me walking
you are the hope that keeps me trusting
you are the life to my soul
you are my purpose
you are everything
and how can i stand here with you and not be moved by you
would you tell me how could it be any better than this

you calm the storms
you give me rest
you hold me in your hands
you won't let me fall
you steal my heart and you take my breath away

would you take me in
would you take me deeper now
cause you're all i want
you're all i need
you are everything,
everything...

~the butterfly S C R E A M E D~
12:14 AM

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

i didn't expect that from you. of all the people in the world, why did you let me down? how would you feel if you were in my position? i'm disappointed.. i let you do pretty much whatever you want to. i don't mess around with your own personal things. you know i'm not that type of person. i respect your privacy. i know that even people like us need our own space. there are a lot of things that i put up with just to be with you. but that was just too much...

ask yourself this question, who am i to you? i put you above everyone and everything else in my life. did you know that? this isn't a game. i'm done with playing games. this is real. i am real. i don't want that to ever happen again. i don't like it. i care for you. don't you ever take that for granted.

~the butterfly S C R E A M E D~
3:43 PM

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

so here are some more overdue birthday photos. these are from the dinner with my girlfriends and the guys. thanks for the top nadia! its so pretty i love it! i really enjoyed myself babes.. had a hell of a time.. thanks so much for everything. love!!!!

look at the home-made card!

girlfriends rule!!!

we look so happy & cute & round together! (in zyanna's words..)

hey i'm making cotton candy like a pro!!

yummy!!!

best friends forever and ever!!

the pimp & the pimped.... haha!!!

~the butterfly S C R E A M E D~
12:01 AM