..listen to these words, read my thoughts..

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

ok.. i'm blogging, surfing the net, downloading songs, watching csi miami, & chatting with zy at the same time.. cool... multi-tasking brings infinite possibilities.. hope this font isn't too small in case some of you can't see clearly.. haha! zy is so like dissing my ability to multi-task right now.

anyway, its been two days back in school. so far so good. no major issues yet... the first week is always good.. the calm before the storm. i am so broke now. after buying lecture notes and some stationery, my account balance is almost empty. *sigh*... so what's in store for the upcoming weeks...

let's see.. a trip to mt faber with the family. my brothers want to ride on the cable car. its their first time so probably we'll all end up in sentosa. a second outing to sentosa with my girlfriends is in the works. tanning at the beach, camera-whoring, maybe a walk in vivocity.... ooohhh.. that'll be nice. nov 29, 7pm casino royale at cathay cineplex causeway point with the family. dinner nov 22 with ian's team. i totally forgot to mention. he's leaving singapore airport terminal services (sats) and joining northwest airlines as a reservation support representative. so its a small group outing. maybe dinner and drinks. nov 23, clubbing with friends. all my girlfriends are invited to join the fun. then finally... christmas holidays are coming!!! more photo-taking around town!! really hope i get to shop. been itching to buy loads of stuff. plus christmas presents and all... damn... i'll be broke again for sure..

ok i'm calling it a night. starting school at 8am tomorrow. 8 till 11am... hooray for that...

~the butterfly S C R E A M E D~
10:25 PM

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

Sadness, hurt, anger....... i realized that no matter how strong your relationship is, it is still vulnerable. every little thing has the potential to break down the precious foundations of the relationship. it doesn't matter how good you are to your partner, how much you feel for them, the things you've sacrificed for them, or the risks you took to be with them. and you'll ask the same question everytime something goes wrong, "WHY?"... and you'll never truly find out the answer.....

it all comes down these two things,

trust--> to place confidence in, to rely or depend upon.
faith--> to believe

it's also up to whether or not you choose to forgive your partner. most of the time, you will cause love comes into the picture. sometimes, you just put yourself into a situation that allows love to blind you. no matter what crap you face, you still endure for the sake of being with the person you love. how long will you put up with it? how much crap can you take? only time will tell.....

~the butterfly S C R E A M E D~
10:11 PM

Monday, November 06, 2006

just a thought to share.

which is worse? to find out your love is cheating on you after so many years together? or to wake up one day after so many years and realize that you don't love the one person you thought you've always loved?

think about it...

anyway, quoting from fio "such is life......"

~the butterfly S C R E A M E D~
12:34 AM