..listen to these words, read my thoughts..

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

so i'm leaving the stress of last week behind and facing the stress of this week. a lot of things happened last weekend... things i don't really want to talk about....... i know, i know.. i always share my everything in here but seriously.. what happened is too much for me to stomach...

i want to thank ian for getting me that butterfly ring from chomel. i really love it... that's what i get for washing your uniform. yes people... i do wash his clothes. not machine wash but hand wash. hand wash as in scrub-till-your-hands-turn-numb. he did not force me or anything. i did it out of the willingness of my heart. honestly, i don't like the idea that my future hubby is working in dirty clothes. i know they're just small stains but its still visible. i'm really meticulous about these sort of things.

i didn't really get a chance to put up any hari raya pics but here's one of me and ian all decked out in green that i managed to get. all thanx to yan (i call her bikini shop girl!). whoops! gotta got for lecture..

~the butterfly S C R E A M E D~
5:20 AM

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

i'm not exactly in the best of moods right now. for the last 45 mins i've been in the lab at school trying to get some work done but nothing is done at all. i don't know why i can't get through the elearn files on cms coz i've got an essay on national education that is due tomorrow and i only knew about it today. i can't do the essay coz i don't even know what the question is coz i can't access the bloody system. i've got some powerpoint slides to do for my ict project and i can't do it without the report. the soft copy is with my team mate who was supposed to send it to all the members yesterday. i can't download the report from my home pc coz it malfunctioned. without the report i can't do the slides and presentation is on thursday. its so freaking irritating!!!

another thing i want to add. this blog is sort of a glimpse into my life. i'm not goin to make my life sound like a fairy tale coz i know its not perfect. i also won't make my life sound so miserable or depressing either. what i write about is what i'm going through, what's happening to me and what i'm feeling. its the truth. the raw truth. its everything including the good and the bad. so i don't appreciate it if somebody says i shouldn't be writing certain stuff. i'm not prejudice, discriminating, or extremely vulgar in all my posts. therefore, i don't see why i should be listening to people telling me what i should write and what i shouldn't write. get my point?

a lot of people say that they don't really know me that well. then here's your big chance. everything you need to know about me is in here. whether you like what you see or not is simply not an issue to be discussed. that is it. end of story....

~the butterfly S C R E A M E D~
12:10 PM

Friday, November 11, 2005

having break now. got french class later at 1pm.

ifah loves anna!!!!!!!!!!! (written by anna)

as i was saying, i'm having lunch break now. going to french class later. did i tell you that my french name is ariane (pronounced ah-ree-ann).. wonder what we're going to learn today. everyone's like so caught up with the cs (counter strike) craze at school. you know the gun shooting game that makes you dizzy after staring at the computer screen after only 5 mins... at least that's how i feel. i can't believe some of my friends are willing to forgo their lunch break for half an hour of cs.. if cs doesn't satisfy the guys, they turn to warcraft. they sure are brave taking such risks... hey its their life.. why i'm writing this is coz i'm in the com lab where i can see many people entertaining themselves by furiously clicking the mouse and keyboard buttons in sync with their chosen game... and also coz i have nothing much to write about.

merci beaucoup! au revoir!!

~the butterfly S C R E A M E D~
4:45 AM

Thursday, November 10, 2005

hello hello my friends!! sorry i've been away so long. busy with stuff. i actually wrote a post some time before hari raya. then when i wanted to publish it, my com went dead. wasted my effort coz it was a pretty long entry. i know its a little late but selamat hari raya to all my muslim friends and family!!! i'm wearing green this year. so far i've been to quite a few houses. only have to wait for people to come over my place for the time being. when are you all coming over anyway? haven't really had a chance to go visiting with him coz he's been busy working. the poor dear had to work on hari raya. he didn't get any leave. how to show off our matching outfits like this? then must wait for my girlfriends to finish their a levels before we can meet up. at least its slightly better than last year. i hardly went out at all last year coz of work. my icas are coming up. projects are due soon. stress setting in. so now i'm going to head down to the airport to do my tutorials, attempt to study taxation, and squeeze in a meal with ian during his break. chao!

~the butterfly S C R E A M E D~
5:41 AM