..listen to these words, read my thoughts..

Thursday, July 20, 2006

ok.. 1 project down 4 to go.. company law, business report writing, & international business. after that, the final exams... i really just want to get everything done so i can get on with life. its been quite a while since i could idle away and rest at home.. i broke down on monday. as in a serious breakdown. i couldn't help it. the stress just kept piling on and on till i couldn't take it anymore. instinctively, i picked up the phone and called ian. i confided in him. i remembered telling him how tired i was, how everyone depended on me to do everything, how i didn't think i could cope with it all. he told me everything will be ok. i just had to hold on and be strong. now is not the time to break down and cry. ironically, that was exactly what i was doing. of course, he knew exactly what to do..

he came over and made me laugh. well, he tried to anyway. i was sitting on my bed mugging on one of my projects over my laptop. then he came in. he played this funny song and did this bizarre dance. it was so ridiculously cute and funny, i laughed.. i laughed and laughed and laughed........................ till i fell over expecting my head to land on my pillow.......................................... but there was no pillow. i forgot that i had already put it aside and that there wasn't anything covering the metal bed frame................................................ so naturally.................................................................................... i bumped my head on the metal bedframe.. let me emphasize this again. it was a metal bed frame.. and my head hurt like hell. in fact it still hurts till now. i can still feel the bump on it. i think its a bruise but it can't be seen. i didn't know whether to laugh or cry when it happened. it was sort of in between. he laughed too.. very funny huh...

oh well... that was that.. tomorrow is another day. have to go back to school to finish up company law project. then off to the beach saturday morning for some rest and relaxation. catch a movie after that. then on sunday, settle some chores at home.. and there goes another weekend.....

~the butterfly S C R E A M E D~
11:52 PM