..listen to these words, read my thoughts..

Saturday, October 22, 2005

i've had with him being rude to me and disrespecting me. i know i'm just a female and he's my fiancee but that does not give him the right to treat me in that manner. i'm the type of person that would give due respect to everyone provided they show me that same respect that i rightfully deserve. but if you do stupid things that piss me off or if you're rude to me, you better watch out coz i can do things to you many, many times worse.

he has this irritating habit of blowing bubbles with his saliva. and he blew one right at my face missing my nose by a millimeter. so i hit him very lightly at the side of his face near his ear. i had a helmet bag slung over my shoulder and he started fiddling with the bag while i was still trying to throw some light blows at him. by the way, all this was some harmless playful fun up till the next moment. he fiddled with the bag till my hand got tangle with the strap and when i finally broke free he threw the bag at my feet expecting me to pick it up. that bag contain food which i was planning to save for later. so i screamed at him,

"there's food in there!!!!"

i made him pick the bag up on his own. i refuse to pick up after him when he throws things around. then we started arguing about how that bubble almost hit me which to me is the equivalent of him spitting at me because his saliva will come unto me either way. and that is gross and despicable and utterly unacceptable to me. then he said,

"i know where its going and it didn't hit you anyway. ( which meant that he was planning for that bubble to hit me )... that's not spitting. you wanna know what's spitting? i'll show you what's spitting..... phute!!"

two small drops of saliva hit my face. then i start hitting him like nobody's business. blow after blow after blow... and he hit me back with another round of blows... all the while he was laughing at me, mocking me, making a fool out of me. then one blow hit his face. and he said i was being rude to him. me!! being rude to him?! look who's talking!! and this went on and on and on till we reached home. then he said i argued with him so loudly in front of my dad and embarassed him.. the last thing he said to me,

"i don't wanna talk to you.."

and we haven't been talking since 1 hour 7 mins ago...

~the butterfly S C R E A M E D~
3:22 PM